Friday, July 11, 2008
Y please

dear boy,
i dun wish for it to end.
because we havent even started.
i've been waiting.
and rejecting people.
honestly.
i feel that my effort on getting you isn't enough.
i wish to change things.
i wish for alot of things.
but the fact is.
it just might not come true.
I have been the shadow.
i feel like the number 2.
when will i be that number 1?
when will my turn come?
there are so many things you say to me.
are they real?
or were they justs temporary words?
I never had my chance.
All i do is wait.
and stand as that shadow.
i trust you.
i believe you.
that if you love me.
you wouldn have difficultlies in making decisions.
i don't want to pressure you.
its a simple decision
lingering for answers makes me worry.
worrying if you'd leave me.
worrying if you'd start to dislike you.
worrying if the love will just fade.
i hope you do the right thing.
and not listen to what others want you to do.
Don't lie to yourself.
or me.
I love you.
i hope it means somethng to you.
i really do.
posted by Her.
Our Love Will Last ♥ 7:51 PM